Back in action

I just started planning something good for my life. Just for my life, not others. I planned a few years back, and it was failed. So, i did a came back.

Plan 1-under process, lets pray and hear some good news soon. Hopefully.
Plan 2-had to pospone. My choice of study is not offered.
Plan 3- truthfully, im leaving Malaysia.

Bismillah..with His approval...

#Emergency couple

Kebiasaan, "benda" subjektif tiada betul atau salah. Perasaan, pendapat, nasihat. Tapi, bila sesuatu perkara terjadi ( melibatkan "benda" subjektif tersebut ), "benda" tu boleh jadi salah..atau betul...

Smile

Smile is senyum.

Of course..

I smiled when someone trigger me to smile. How is that? By your kindness, your help, your opinion, your caring, etc. But why? Because all of those things, i will find in my another half.

I smiled when i'm in hard time. Why? Because i know Allah give me those hardship, just because to make me strong. Errrr..? Yes. I put my trust on that. Why? Because i will smiling in future knowing that i'm strong now!.

Yes. I smiled a lot. 

But there are also some time, where i cant bear the hardship...

Unsettleable thought

She, even, dont know who your are. Where you come from? What's your jobs? And so on. And even you know about her, it doesnt mean that you will have similar thought, or feeling. You might be take care of her, but actually she didnt. She will, if she acts just what you did.

Stop hoping...

Men is caring: For women

While chatting with my friend, she claimed (not really actually, its came from another person), men, who older than women by 2 years or more, are caring persons. Well, i guess its some advice from older women, to teenager, how to find partner. 

How far this claim goes? 

Welcome back post!

Lama aku menghilang, membawa diri. 

Akhirnya terbawa-bawa.

Hilang tanpa berita. Sunyi tanpa bunyi. 

Hati terguris, badan menyusut, jiwa merana.  

1 menjadi 2. Inilah dia titik-titik nokhtah hidup. 

Ada yang hilang pergi, ada yang datang kembali.

Bak kata pepatah, 

Patah tumbuh, hilang berganti. 

Yang pergi ada bersebab, 

Semestinya baik sebab itu. 

Yang datang bersebab, 

Sama ada baik, mahupon sebalik. 

Hidup tetap diteruskan, 

Mahu pon keseorangan, andai pon berpasangan.

Aku yakin, dan sebenar-benar yakin, 

Ujian datang dengan kebaikan, 

Bukan setakat kebaikan, meskipon datang sebagai pengajaran. 

"Aku kembali senyum"